The wound that woudnt heal
even though I once thought our love was never ending
I had to face the fact it was all a lie
you were an illusion right from the start
I was blindfolded and thought u wer always beside me

You could neversee me but I was always right ther
waiting for you to cry but the tears were all mine
I never wanted it to be this way
and bore all the pain hoping it will pass away

I was rotting in the shadows damaged beyond repair
Now I cant find me no matter where I look
all I find is broken dreams and a trampled heart
and bloodied remains of a "has been"

Silent tears and now I have nothing left to lose
even anger and hatred cant justify the existenz anymore
this recurring nightmare drags on for days
more vivid in this forced consciousness